< the skull LINES OF FALLING ================ 2026-04-26 I wondered once whether people, too, had hidden lines, like trees preserving in their rings the memory of rains, blights, droughts. What would mine look like? Perhaps I would not need to see them. I would recognize them by the cut. Something opened in me that summer. A deep gash, the kind that announces the fall before it comes. I stood like a tree in the instant after the cry - Timber! - but before the ground: still upright, still whole in other people's eyes, suspended in an impossible obedience, not knowing which way I might fall. < the skull